si desperate....

There's a recurring topic that has been running through my head-- Ex's.

As previous posts, they're pimples. Annoying ones that keep popping up and you just want to pop to get it over with. But apparently there are special cases. Cases wherein Ex's are more than just annoying pimples. (I don't have a word for it yet but they're more irritating)

He tells me that she already knows how i feel about it. Maybe she doesnt know its really about how i feel about her. (That desperate bitch!) "Ayoko ng issue hah..." she said. Then why does she persistently seek communication with my boy??

No. I know what you'll be thinking. "You just don't trust him..." blah blah blah. Fact: I actually do trust him. (Apparently i really do...) And this realization is what ticks me off. Is she assuming that he'll take the bait? It's really that assumption, seemingly confident assumption that makes me want to give her a shiner. and maybe break her nose. and maybe break a couple of bones too... maybe all.

So what do you do with something like this? (Really, cause i have no idea what...) I rant. But i really just want to erase her in the face of the earth...

They say God has reasons why... probably why i haven't really met her face to face. There was one time though. Unfortunately i couldn't drive fast enough. What it would have felt to meet two of his ex's face to face. One that's so quietly quaint and the other bitch that became the querida of the quietly quaint. I wondered, how come she didn't do anything when she saw her? Regardless if the boy's already an ex, i still would have slapped her. Just because she owes me. or maybe just because. (Yes. It was only recent as well that i found out i can be a violent person.. and i like it)

Hmmm... Maybe ill just call her desperate.

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.