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I got off from work early again. We'll probably my fault for the past month... OT is basically spending time with ian...but dont get me wrong, a lot of times the OT is real. A bit frustrating if your partner does not understand the time advertising requires of you... an incessant crying baby needing attention.
I'm content. Really happy with my new relationship, not so giddy about work as much but still enjoying. But like i told ian, i wouldn't stay in the company for this long given the work load and pressure if it wasn't for him... mush. blah. but true. :)
The longer we've been together the more i get to know him, and all the other girls in his life. Yep, this boy definitely got a lot of years under his belt. At first it didn't bother me, but now its slowly creeping inside of me. Am i bothered as much? All these women? Should i even be bothered? Hmmm... Now i'm left getting jealous at times when he tells me his past. Don't get me wrong, he tells me everything i want to know, even things i don't want to know. I appreciate the honesty. He on the other hand doesn't want to hear about my past. He cant take visualizing me with another guy. An Art Director.. go figure. The funny thing about this is im starting to see him with other girls. i dont like it. You can just forget about it right here, right now. He thinks its cute i get bothered and jealous at times. Dammit. not funny.
Haaay... this is all blah. but what the fart do you care? im sleepy im tired and im angsty. who asked you to read my blog anyway?
- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.
I'm content. Really happy with my new relationship, not so giddy about work as much but still enjoying. But like i told ian, i wouldn't stay in the company for this long given the work load and pressure if it wasn't for him... mush. blah. but true. :)
The longer we've been together the more i get to know him, and all the other girls in his life. Yep, this boy definitely got a lot of years under his belt. At first it didn't bother me, but now its slowly creeping inside of me. Am i bothered as much? All these women? Should i even be bothered? Hmmm... Now i'm left getting jealous at times when he tells me his past. Don't get me wrong, he tells me everything i want to know, even things i don't want to know. I appreciate the honesty. He on the other hand doesn't want to hear about my past. He cant take visualizing me with another guy. An Art Director.. go figure. The funny thing about this is im starting to see him with other girls. i dont like it. You can just forget about it right here, right now. He thinks its cute i get bothered and jealous at times. Dammit. not funny.
Haaay... this is all blah. but what the fart do you care? im sleepy im tired and im angsty. who asked you to read my blog anyway?
- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.
posted by AveragePsycho at
11:07 PM
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