From my tumblr account. Posted way back, when I was dreaming about a moment like this.

"IT’S THAT HEIGHTENED SENSE OF AWARENESS… 
AND YOU FEEL YOUR GUT LITERALLY LIFT UP INSIDE OF YOU AS YOU BREATHE IN DEEP AND POP UP OFF YOUR BOARD. 
AT THAT MOMENT, NOTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD MATTERS BUT YOU, YOUR BOARD AND THE WATER BELOW YOU. 
LIFE, AS YOU KNOW IT, IS PERFECT. 
EVERY SECOND IS PERFECT.

JUST LIKE YOUR FIRST KISS… 

AGAIN AND AGAIN. 

I THINK THAT’S WHAT GETTING STOKED IS ALL ABOUT. 

IT’S LIKE FALLING IN LOVE."

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

It feels like I'm jumping off a cliff. Gut clenching kind of moment when you say to yourself "this is fucking crazy and stupid" with a big ass smile on your face.

The big wave is coming. I'm on my board scared shitless... and I can't wait to pop up.
Please let this be the ride i've been waiting for.

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

"I'm sprung."

Not something I was expecting on a friday night but it was definitely a pleasant surprise. It was one Jack- Coke after another and we found ourselves laughing about everything that was happening even while it was happening. (with a hint of insecurities and a dash of issues here and there)

It was nice to see him smile more, even better hearing him laugh and crack up jokes. I pleaded, "I'm too tired. Stop making me laugh!". He laughed some more and said "You like it when I make you laugh." That bastard. Loathing him cause it's true.

Yeah. I'm sprung too. Dammit.

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

"
We sat there together, like old times. But the air was filled with our pasts, too different from each other. 


'I wish I had you then...' he muttered, '...then I wouldn't feel like this about those other guys.'

'It's your fault too...' I said, 'You left me.'"

And a new story unfolds.

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.