woohoo! me at kuya nelson and ate nicole's wedding all curled up! 

A lucky day

My uncle just got married. With that? An inevitable family reunion with relatives from the different parts of the world. What was funny was, i didn't know much of the people there, including my own kin! Lolo who? Lola what? Ahhhh from that side, twice removed?

I finally saw my uncles and aunts again. Gabby couldn't make it but Adriene was there. So cute with his little barong. Kuya Richie (Im sure you've been waiting to see your name here...) has been reading my blog in his idle time while cruising along the pacific. He reads it apparently, just goes to show how bored he gets. It was wierd having him to mention it in front of my parents and other relatives who don't know i blog. "Average psycho was it?" . Shhhhh... It's enough i write down stupid things but you don't have to tell the family about it! The secret to a great family? Is the way you handle your secrets. What they don't know won't hurt them.

Anyway, it was nice hanging out with my "Ate's" and "kuya". (They dislike tita and tito). I guess quirkiness can be genetic. I finally got to go to Bay walk along Roxas Boulevard. Not so bad as long as you don't have to pee. Damn portalets. I just got home actually. With Dik and Patty, we had a great time. I hope they did too.

Apart from this joyous reunion, i just checked my mail. He also happened to read my blog. One regarding about his previous e-mail. I stand corrected. He explained himself. It was a little embarassing on my part but i knew he didnt mean what he said before. Couldn't believe it. So for that i apologize. My bad.

For kuya Richie? I'll upload some of the pics next time. Too tired na. Pero bagay pala sa akin kulot ano? =p

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

narrow minds

People still have a hard time facing up to reality. Jinky said to not judge unless its a book.

People change. No, not what Mon has been ranting previously. Bernard had to think about a change that happened with a friend of his. It was a dramatic change, but to waste time to think about it? What's the purpose? i said as bluntly as i could...

"we all change bernard, sooner or later, and if people always deliberated for every change that happens, life would be wasted on thinking about it than living it!"

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

transition

I looked at the students in the lower batches and a feeling of calmness came over me. They looked more stressed than i do!!! bwahahahahaa. REVENGE! Well, ilang linggo na lang at tapos na. Another chapter closed while another one opens. Life is definitely full of surprises. Some are good ones while the others you can do without.
The question now is will i be able to gracefully survive the next one? Who knows. as long as i have my head on my shoulders, my friends around and my faith i'll get through to the next one... and the next... and the next. Just keep reminding me.

- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

Just please let me bitch...

Ever had the feeling of having the most horrible day. That nothing seems to be going right. The feeling of quicksand. Without even trying, you drown in stress. This is one of my days. I hate school, rather i don't appreciate school that much now. Learning is great, but the means to acquire knowledge in such a confined system somehow rots the very essence of learning. Nothing seems to be going right.
I read his email. One that i overlooked last week. He mentions hanging out with me and his other friends, but how boring it was sometimes when we'd end up in the park. I always thought it was a nice memory. That we had fun. Well, i would get bored too but he could have told me before right? Still left wondering. Nothing seems to be going right.
I have to read up for my history long test tomorrow. And then i have to do my part for our LS paper due on tuesday not to mention study for our long test on the same day. I haven't even been focusing on my org this year due to my busy schedule. Nothing is fucking right!
I'm alone, i'm cold, i'm unorganized, i'm tired, i'm sleepy, and i'm a smoker who can't quit!!! When you're tired and stressed you always seem to say "i want out."

I WANT OUT.


- Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like it's your last.

Quoting "The Notebook"

"the reason it hurts so much to seperate is because our souls are connected. maybe they always have been and will be. maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. and maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. that means that this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.when i look at you, i see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. and i know i have spent every life before this one searching for you. not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always come together. and then, for a reason neither of us understands, we've been forced to say good bye.i would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and i promise to do all i can to make sure it does. but if we never meet again and this is truly goodbye, i know we will see each other again in another life. we will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we've had before."

- the notebook